Knock Knock ?

talking bout exile...

i ws locked up in a room full of darkness...i dont know who did it...i guess i had locked myself up...all the time..frm outside...i dont know how..i guess i dont want to know how...but...through the little gaps of the walls..which separated me frm the outside world..or i made them separate me...frm the outside world..it ws interesting...to see such little ants making holes in walls who hercules cudnt break...it reminded me of the courage i used to possess once upon a time..the courage to fight against those who were wrong...or was it just a thing in my mind..was it me myself who was responsible for all this ?

but i guess...like chess...u cant play both sides..i didnt either...but sometimes i wonder..i cud have been someone else..those thoughts..those dreaded dreams...they wouldnt have been there et all...for life wud have been different then...life...as they say...would have been beautiful..

i had lost my way...i had lost the way i used to be...its not that i am back to whom i am was...but then..i have found the way to be who i was...

i am free but on second thoughts..i dont think i am...r u ?..out of the next 100 ppl around me...i wud probably find..err...none...to b free on a personal level...everyone..including me...v all r bound by boundaries set by the so called 'society'...i cant speak my mind all the time..for if i do..i wud probably banished or thrown away frm the society,made a negative element n boycotted the time till i die or whaa...but then...i wud b free...but..then...freedom comes at a price...i wud prefer to live alone..but then...i cant...why ? ..responsibilities...boundaries...the very same boundaries again...are U Willing to Pay such a price for something as small as you're own Freedom ? :)